hii uolss... long time no write.. so many things happen in a short time.. so many thing to be done.. so many problem to face up...so many so many so many.... story begin....
im not use to be sad all the time.. and i dont like to be sad..i think no body like it.. but i dont know why this thing happen to me.. when i had a very wonderful time,a moment of happiness and after that i will receive the bad and sad news... when will this end???
sometimes i afraid to be happy..I'm afraid of being happy because everytime I'm happy, something bad always happens...but what was i thinking right?? im not GOD to do all that thing... im just a tiny creature in this world.. living on earth...
i just wish that i will be happy in the future.. with someone that i love.. and it was u.. and it will always be.... i dont know if i can open my heart for someone else after this... i think i was curse by u.. crazy in love with u...
arghhhhhhhh why life dont be fair to me????? why?? why???? i just need to be happy..........(kata2 org tgh serabut)...
i hold all this sadness in my heart and i need to get it out from my heart and write it here... so that my heart will reduce the pain a bit...not all but its help me....
fuhhhh..........what a gr8 life...so many drama's... so many problem ....it not come by it self... coz we create it... no body live in this world dont have problems.. tell me who??? if there is any?? i would like to meet this person... a person without problem...(start merepek)
well ok folks... b4 i start to talk nonsense.. better i berambus...... ok
adiosss......
